Welcome to my Universe, my world, my life.

2012-01-21T03:42:00.000+13:00

Choices Such is life. We are both true to ourselves and true to our believes. I am reminded of a time at the HK airport where I have seen a lot of people which I will not see in my life again. And like passengers at an airport or characters and roles in a movie, our destiny and fate is prewritten long before. There isnt a lot of sparks, or sadness, or anger. It was peaceful. Perhaps, had we

2011-09-04T02:11:00.000+12:00

I am walking away. Again. I dont like to be taken for granted. I dont like you to change your mind because I am leaving. And I hate to be cancelled on, again, after you changed your mind. I hate it that I am so hung up about it. Well there is only one thing I can do. And what I will continue to do. Walking away. Good bye. I am afraid a closure is what I cannot give. Thank you for all your

2011-04-10T17:59:00.000+12:00

I am walking away There is too much insincerity in my life. Too many words. Too little bullshit. There is too much bullshit. Words are easy and cheap. Actions are too hard and rare. People may not intentionally be spitting out bullshit. They may have nice intentions. They may not be deliberately spouting empty words. But well intended and nice they may be. Clueless they may be. Empty words are

2010-11-29T00:15:00.000+13:00

自欺欺人 10:10 28th Nov 2010 It is what it is. Looking at the clock only signifies one self creating an illusion to feel better of the reality.

2010-11-28T13:31:00.002+13:00

25 skills every man should knowhttp://www.nzherald.co.nz/lifestyle/news/article.cfm?c_id=6&objectid=10690654What's wrong with men? According to one broadcaster, they've become 'useless morons' who need to man up and pick up the crescent wrench again - and a fair few Kiwi women agree.When Paul Haines was raising his young family in the 1970s, the world was bursting with things to build, fix, pull

2010-09-23T15:50:00.002+12:00

「就這麼想吧，每當有不如意的事情，不論你有多麼努力，當事情似乎沒有轉機時，就當這是上天賜給你的一個長假。　在這段時間裡，你可以自己努力的充實你自己，　也可以趁機放鬆自己，好好關心自己身邊的人與事。　上天自會安排這一切，等這段假期過後，即會出現人生的轉變.....」　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　長假 - 瀨名Gift of freedom and choice is perhaps the best I can do for myself.

2010-07-11T16:33:00.002+12:00

Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again

2010-07-11T16:30:00.001+12:00

What would you do if you knew you could not fail?”- Robert H. Schuller

2010-07-05T01:53:00.002+12:00

彼岸花彼岸花，開一千年，落一千年，花葉永不相見。I cant see the future any more. I am losing vision and belief.Source: http://blog.roodo.com/non2005/archives/823797.html 曼珠沙華，又稱彼岸花。一般認為是生長在三途河邊的接引之花。花香傳說有魔力，能喚起死者生前的記憶。春分前後三天叫春彼岸，秋分前後三天叫秋彼岸。是上墳的日子。彼岸花開在秋彼岸期間，非常準時，所以才叫彼岸花吧。彼岸花，花開開彼岸，花開時看不到葉子，有葉子時看不到花，花葉兩不相見，生生相錯。相傳此花只開於黃泉，是黃泉路上唯一的風景。彼岸花是開在黃泉之路的花朵，在那兒大批大批的開著這花，遠遠看上去就像是血所鋪成的地毯, 又因其紅的似火而被喻為”火照之路”

2010-06-07T02:41:00.004+12:00

A Certain TuneI have been humming to this song all day long. I really like his R&B-ish yet very light intrepretation.Some say that the music preference is reflection of the inner state of mind. I cant agree with that anymore.

2010-06-05T16:30:00.003+12:00

Courage.Presistence. This is the will to always go on. To always get up. To finish what it is started.For MH, fell for you.

2010-06-02T00:49:00.002+12:00

Mamma Mia Mamma mia, here i go againMy my, how can i resist you?Mamma mia, does it show again?My my, just how much i've missed youYes, i've been brokenheartedBlue since the day we partedWhy, why did i ever let you go?Mamma mia, even if i sayBye bye, leave me now or neverMamma mia, it's a game we playBye bye doesn't mean foreverMamma mia, here i go againMy my, how can i resist you?Mamma mia, does

2010-06-01T11:10:00.002+12:00

HopeI hope that the Sydney weather is not too cold now.I hope that Sydney is not raining not now.I hope you will not feel nausea on the trip home.I hope that this summer will not be too hot.I hope you will find something you like in Taiwan.I hope that everything will work out for you.And I hope that there is happiness for you wherever you are!

2010-01-26T18:53:00.002+13:00

《江城子》：十年生死兩茫茫。不思量，自難忘。千里孤墳，無處話淒涼。縱使相逢應不識，塵滿面，鬢如霜。　　夜來幽夢忽還鄉。小軒窗，正梳妝。相顧無言，惟有淚千行。料得年年斷腸處，明月夜，短松崗。［譯文］妳我兩人一生一死，倆相界離隔絕已十年，音訊渺茫。不思念吧！但本來就已難忘。妳的孤墳遠在千里，沒有地方與妳交談淒涼的景況。即使相逢也料想不會認識，因為我四處奔波，灰塵滿面，鬢髮如霜。晚上忽然在隱約的夢境中回到了家鄉，只見妻子正在小窗前梳妝。兩人互相凝望著，沒有言語，只有淚千行。料想年年斷腸的地方，晚上明月照耀著長著小松樹的墳山。蘇軾【江城子】西元1065年，宋英宗治平二年，蘇軾二十九歲，妻王弗去世。王弗西元1038年7月30日生，西元1065年5月28日卒，卒年27歲。九月初九日百日齋設，蘇軾爲弔亡妻親自書作《大方廣圓覺修多羅了義經》一文，以贈淨因大覺禪師，庶用追薦。「經文後記：趙郡蘇軾記。」西元

2009-08-27T00:35:00.002+12:00

七夕http://www1.cca.gov.tw/Culture/Arts/cyears/b235/index.htm迢迢牽牛星，皎皎河漢女。纖纖擢素手，札札弄機杼。終日不成章，泣涕零如雨。河漢清且淺，相去復幾許？盈盈一水間，脈脈不得語。於是每年到了七夕，就有無數的喜鵲飛上天去，搭成了一座鵲橋，讓牛郎、織女一家人渡河相會。據說每年的七夕，人間的喜鵲就會變少，因為它們都飛上天去搭橋了。而且，一過了七夕，喜鵲頭上的毛都會掉落，就是因為七夕去搭橋的緣故。又說七夕當天晚上一定會下雨，這是牛郎、織女重逢後喜極而泣的淚水。七夕, 牛郎、織女一家人渡河相會.I wish I can see you today. And every single day.But I know I will

2009-08-27T00:21:00.002+12:00

我只在乎你鄧麗君曲︰三木詞︰慎芝如果沒有遇見你　我將會是在那裡日子過得怎麼樣　人生是否要珍惜也許認識某一人　過著平凡的日子不知道會不會　也有愛情甜如蜜＊任時光匆匆流去　我只在乎你心甘情願感染你的氣息人生幾何　能夠得到知己失去生命的力量也不可惜＃所以我求求你　別讓我離開你除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意如果有那麼一天　你說即將要離去我會迷失我自己　走入無邊人海裡不要什麼諾言　只要天天在一起我不能只依靠　片片回憶活下去

2008-07-13T19:23:00.001+12:00

God, give us grace to accept with serenitythe things that cannot be changed, courageto change the things which should be changed,and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other. ~By Reinhold Neibuhr

2008-02-06T11:42:00.002+13:00

Rocky BalboaA quote from Rocky Balboa (2006).http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0479143/-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Let me tell you something you already know.The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your kneesand keep you there permanently if you let it.You, me, or

2006-03-29T23:26:00.000+12:00

Batman BeginsI recommend this movie to be watched on Sunday nights.I like this movie, with mixed feelings...... just like some girls I know.I like Christian Bale, with the mask on. How did they find a person who looks so much like Michael Keaton with a Batman mask on? I am sure that is one of the main criteria when they were casting for actors. But without a mask, he is just plain annonying. My

2006-02-03T00:00:00.000+13:00

WaitingAlthough this is a dream, it still feels real. When I am living my life to the fullest, extremely focused on my goals and enjoying myself, she comes into my life.Although it happened when I was writing my thesis in the research room in the dream, and that I was never able to concentrate writing thesis in my room since that day. I still believe that some day she will come back.I dont

2006-02-02T23:59:00.000+13:00

閒人勿進Dear Jane Jane,Hope everything turns out to be the best for you. You have always been an extremely independent person and have solve your own problems. This time friends can help you through this!Sincerely,Steven

2006-02-02T23:22:00.000+13:00

Things I Really Want to Do this Year!!Self ImprovementToast MasterLanguage ClassStart on GMAT prepHobbybasketballsnowboardinggym and joggingread one book every two monthInterestCooking Class Ceroc DancingGolfExperimenting new ThingsSky divingfour wheel mud bikeglacier trampingMaking MoneySki Tour setupHealth Food export websiteHobby Shop

2006-01-30T23:12:00.000+13:00

人生就像大便有因就有果，吃什麼就拉什麼只有自己才能勇敢的面對便秘，最後的勝利也只有自己才能體會的到自己的屁股要自己擦

2005-12-22T12:47:00.001+13:00

閒人勿進如果在那天早上跨出一步，會有什麼不同的故事？All I care about at this very moment is that I am with you. 是跟若凡的大學同學一起出去認識她的

2005-06-12T23:10:00.000+12:00

I wasn't patient enough. I havn't been the most understanding. I didn't know how to say the sweetest things.Alas, you have always been the princess, I was just never your knight.I wish that you can be truly happy. And one day, a white knight comes along and sweep you off your feet. The beginning of a new chapter in your life.My most sincere wishes for your very happy future : )

2005-02-11T14:24:00.000+13:00

" Let us never negotiate out of fear. But let us never fear to negotiate. " John F. Kennedy as a young president facing the formidable Soviet threat. This is a pretty good quote from Time magazine I saw today.

2005-02-08T17:36:00.000+13:00

台客 "最近會流行起來，應該是演藝圈帶起的風潮。有些明星的打扮就是比較俗一點，有人說 local，所以有人叫「台」，因為是台灣特有的調調。" 「台」形容別人「台客」, 自打嘴巴尤其是「台」跟「俗辣」有相等意思形容別人很台 , 自己不是台灣人噢盲目跟隨流行.....

2005-01-31T03:08:00.000+13:00

I hate proof reading...... how many times do i have to rewrite a chapter....... oh well, it is all relative.... 4 weeks of hell or 4 weeks to nirvana~ Ladies and Gentleman, this is your captain on board please fasten your seat belts and enjoy the flight of proof reading and rewriting..

2005-01-03T03:08:00.000+13:00

A New Years Eve at home doing thesis. A countdown to New Years writing thesis. I need someone to tell me " I told you so" Another to tell me "You deserve it....." What a sorry way to start a new year. A New Year to live in my big fat lazy mistake......

2004-12-19T02:56:00.000+13:00

Man this is one really weird summer, so cold, rained ice flakes three times today!! Pour down heavily 3 times, rained 4 times~ If the weather is how your day is, I wish everything goes well for you. And that everything will be alright eventually. Maybe somehow this will make its way across to you~ To everyone who did not have a good day today, I wish you the very very best for Christmas and the

2004-11-28T02:57:00.000+13:00

Cold cold night in Auckland, nothing makes it better than hot warm Shin Ramen! Gosh Auckland has been unusally cold this week~ This is suppose to be summer already!! Why does it feel like winter. Listening to Thanksgiving performed by "George Winston" in album "December". Simply love it. 天氣冷要好好照顧自己,別著涼. 正餐要定時吃

2004-11-25T01:36:00.000+13:00

This movie reminds me of the Korean version of American Pie, with equally low disgusting and wickedly funny jokes. As a guy, this movie totally cracks me up, especially the actors who did their part extremely well. I guess in the new Survivor series, they have another source of protein which is readily available..... Just a few notes, the reason why he is devoted is probably due to the

2004-11-25T01:10:00.000+13:00

I am not stupid, I am lazy. 我不笨, 我只是懶. I am not dumb, I am stubborn. 我不愚蠢, 我只是固執 This one I cant translate....... 我不是看不開, 只是忘不了~ I have been blogging in Chinese for some time, time for me to blog in English again~ I have been listening to Variation of Canon by Pachelbel performed by George Winston in "December" today. It reminded of a time, a place and a person. I guess feelings never die,

2004-11-14T00:45:00.000+13:00

過期的罐頭, 吃了對身體不好丟了最好過期的思念, 放在心裡只讓自己心痛忘了最好重慶森林 1994

2004-11-08T16:26:00.000+13:00

Apple An apple a day keeps doctors away. Apples are acidic, so it is not good to eat at night. Better to eat it during the day. They say if you can split apples in half, it means you are good at dating. Since some time ago, I have been trying to split the apples into halves. It has grew in me, as with peeling oranges with flat head screw driver and listening to “Variations On The Canon by

2004-11-01T23:43:00.000+13:00

難道從生到死天天在一起就叫做有緣嗎? 不由陌生到相識由歡聚到離別由相愛到相怨都是緣 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 愈見離合悲歡愈是牽扯不清愈有椎心的痛刻苦的傷緣也就愈深 "離合悲歡總是緣" 劉墉

2004-10-30T13:32:00.000+13:00

Being Steven Li, you are seeing the world thru my eys, listening to my inner world. Being John Malkovich.

2004-10-30T02:33:00.000+13:00

我的野蠻女友 I have seen this movie for the 3rd time today. This is one of those movies that give me a different understanding every time I watch it. 記得第一次的只覺全智賢好可愛, 她演奏的Canon Pachelbel 蠻特別的, 細節上有蠻不一樣的感覺. 忘了第二次的感覺,好象只覺得為什么會有那麼奇怪的女生, 似懂而非懂今天看的感觸,有些事我大概永遠不會明白, 也許也不會有那種耐心,胸懷還有體諒或許是文化上的差別,或是女生的心裡永遠猜不到但是女主角的心境是別人永遠沒法猜測雖然她只是還活在痛苦的記憶中, 懷念過世的男友, 我看了第三次還到最後才知道. 在cafe裡有段話蠻感人 "女主角來自未來,和在過去.

2004-10-26T23:29:00.000+13:00

We are all human. When we are weak, we all go somewhere, do something, or talk to someone for strength, support and help. I do not have any religion or faith. I do however believe in a supreme being, may it be in any form or any religion. When I am weak and vulnerable, I pray. Last night I prayed. I did not pray for myself. I prayed for strength, to be strong

2004-10-23T23:05:00.000+13:00

A wedding for one of my closest friends. He is always the fast one, always the first to get things done. I talked to him just before we got in engineering. It was a course for students who haven’t been in NZ for more than 6 years. It wasn’t till year 2000, semester 1, week 1 I remembered that I got to know him. He came up to me in the engineering library level 2, and we started chatting. We

2004-10-21T02:58:00.000+13:00

"You make me want to be a better man." 最近的心情起伏蠻大的, 但再一位好友的開導下, 調整了心態之後,便的好多了. He also made an interesting observation, that I have not been emotionally committing. Which is somewhat true, that I have not been really putting much effort and attention into girls. It is also true to some other things, like work ethics. Back to basics, back to fundamental. Doing the little things right, and doing

2004-10-17T23:58:00.000+13:00

"The weekend has landed. All that exist now is clubs, drugs, pubs and parties. I've 48 hours off from the world, man. I'm gonna blow steam out of my head like a screaming kettle." Jip Human Traffic, 1999

2004-10-17T23:35:00.000+13:00

仿彿回到了那個純真的年代勞力付出, 精神收穫

2004-10-17T20:38:00.000+13:00

Is this as good as it gets? 至少我不會留下任何遺憾

2004-10-09T15:30:00.000+13:00

Mighty Creature~!what a magnificent looking beast!!dont u just want to cuddle him?probably not the best idea, but then he is only in the picture~he wont hope out and eat u, probably not.....

2004-10-08T01:10:00.000+13:00

Lightning does strike at the same place twice. Contrary to what people says, lots of things does happen twice. 塞翁失馬焉知非福、塞翁得馬焉知非禍 I aint saying anything about anything which may be anything or everything. ^^

2004-10-06T23:23:00.000+13:00

SHREK: For your information, there's a lot more to ogres than people think. Example? Okay, um, ogres are like onions. No! Layers! Onions have layers! Ogres have layers! Onions have layers. You get it? We both have layers. Orgres have layers, like onions. We may not know that there are layers for onions, until we peel of each layer and find a new layer. Yet each layer of onions is different to

2004-09-28T22:32:00.000+12:00

Today is represents a milestone. For today, I surpassed myself. I have grown as a person. Growth no doubt comes at some cost, but the growth I see in myself is very gratifying. This is indeed a day of joy for me : ) Call me pompous ass, but this is something worthwhile! Woho!

2004-09-28T22:15:00.000+12:00

Was a really rainy day today~ Maybe it was reflective of someone's mood. Pouring down~ Or the reverse of someone's mood, cheerful and happy!!

2004-09-18T13:34:00.000+12:00

Started reading the comics Sanctuary again. Now in search for a dream, a passion, which I can devote myself. Suddenly have an impulse to buy an one way ticket to maybe LA, London, Coppahagen. Somewhere that I can find a passion or a dream, and find my way to my dream. And maybe it is in search for that dream, that good things in life will come by.

2004-08-31T17:58:00.000+12:00

My Xbox is having problems : ( problems booting up to the Xbox dashboard...... No time to fix it yet~~ Oh well.

2004-08-30T02:47:00.000+12:00

2004-08-30T01:30:00.000+12:00

Love is a creature of myth. For it takes a different shape and form to each and everyone. There is an interpretation of each and every, their sanctum. Shakespeare once said, love is merely madness. Books, poems, movies cast a very different form what love should be like. When Shrek met Fiona was certainly when Harry met Sally, Yet,

2004-07-05T21:32:00.000+12:00

...... Dear Ericson, Yes on behalf of R3, we will miss you too! So why dont u come back and do a PhD ?? That way we will be working together again!! R3 PG

2004-07-04T11:06:00.000+12:00

Its me !!! Ericson !!! hahaha ~~ soon I will be released from R3 =PPPPPPPPPPPPPPP wahahahahahah ~~ I will miss u guys ~~~ haha will I ??? I think so =P

2004-07-02T15:47:00.000+12:00

I ummm we now have a new member in the forum. His name is Gary. Yes, he is not an admin. I remain unchallenged in this relam.

2004-07-02T15:42:00.000+12:00

Oh well, I just wanna test this function. Nothing Much really Cheers Gary

2004-07-02T15:41:00.000+12:00

I have a new puny being in my universe now. Muuuhhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaaaaaa I am the supreme one in my blog!! HAHAHHAHHAHAAAA. Listen Puny One, you shall obey what I say in here!!!

2004-06-29T00:53:00.000+12:00

Today is the first day for the rest of my life. Today I am going to enjoy it, as a sign or my new life : ) I have been sick for last 2 weeks again..... Major events happened in the past 2 years. USA attacked Iraq, still trying to locate weapons of mass destruction. David Robinson won the NBA championship, retired in style!! Malone and Payton took major paycut going to LA Lakers, did not win

2002-09-07T15:28:00.000+12:00

If the whole universe is a causal system, what initiates the Big Bang? Why would there be an event triggering the beginning? It would be within a infinite loop, unable to get out of itself. Any thoughts drop a line. I will post the best answers here.

2002-05-16T21:11:00.000+12:00

Gooosh this is been a long long week. I have had a long long tiring week. Well, letting you in on what i done, I have churned over 18 hours a day over Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday on journal writing and report writing. Slept avg of 4 hours a day. It was all over on Monday.But I still have had my PCB (Printed Circuit Board for you none engineering sinners), got that sorted, now on to

2002-04-23T23:55:00.000+12:00

A Kiss under the Misteltoe. Mistletoe can be deadly, if you eat it ... But a kiss can be even deadlier, if you mean it. Torn between her inner self, Cat woman and Selina Kyle. Selina, helpless, unspoken, timid personality who cannot stand up for herself. Cat Woman, in contrast, is the ultimate feminist, whips, skin-tight PVC, sexy as hell. After Selina discovered her boss's dark secret, she

2002-02-08T23:03:00.000+13:00

ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE Sleep; Food: Brucies tasty chicken burger, BK chicken BLT; Sunny Afternoon in Aotea square alone; Starcraft: Ltn Kerrigan, 12 carriers; Gals; Cat Woman in Batman Returns mysterious gal in casino, Cecilia someone 4 hot gals in TANSA dance Holiday Sega NBA 2k2: Lakers at Homecourt (easily abused)!! BAD exams, programming, report writing UGLY not sleeping, not eating,

2002-01-28T14:21:00.000+13:00

hmmm my brain is current empty. will come back to fill up the page when i am done.